hiks.im grinning like a Grinch.why?ahak.*giler lah gedik.
i had dinner with him last nite.me and him alone together.now u got the point..why berbunga.im such a shoolgirl in love.soooo monyet tgh mabok kepayang.he suppossed to come with en.khambeng my other junior-his neighbor..but en. khambeng ttbe sakit perot.ops.lenkali sakit perot lagi yer.hiks.*matila gedik.
God.i miss him.we had some good conversation..not awkward anymore.last 2 years..we might just eat trying to find words or stare at the tv.we did spend almost 1hour staring at the tv while sitting on the same couch on Sept. 2005.it's like only 5 words were exchanged.he was here almost 1hour last nite then had to head home utk bagi food yg i tapau for en.khambeng.i had a very great evening.OMG..i gonna miss him.i do love him.i'll hope this will last forever.Silly,je ne peux pas vivre sans toi.
ceritalain
i bought a new coat.it's beautiful.and i was soooo close to buy 3 cute heels.it's soo dem cute.but it was not in my price range.owh..i bought a new earring too.btw i found another shoes that is in my price range.shud i buy it?help me decide oke.here's the heel.i'm thinking white or red.the ribbon is removable.i love round toe & open toe heels.the hihger the better.*matila i pendek.ops.
i really want this but too expensive la.tp masih berpk.samada nak beli yg kat atas or yg kat bawah or x beli langsung.hiks.kadang2 too much choice just make me givup je.ops.
yer saye suke putih.i think white gonna be the IT color this season.and i love the red sole& heel.
sori guys for not updating.i did actually on the day after Arsenal fantastic win over Man U.hiks.but i tertekan BACK so everything just poofed away.tension tau.terus tadek mood nak hupdet.
today my Lab PC crashed,there goes all the datas and labworks.OMG.i felt so devastated.luckily i kinda saw it coming so i transfered the serious shit precious datas to my PC at home.i need those to grad oke.no data-->no thesis-->no grad.but i still have to process those datas again.redo graphs and retype the early works mostly about the whole idea of my work/exp.shitsss.the computer coludnt detect the hardrive.it happened every morning starting from last week.i got to reset twice to get the pc up and ready but today it just KIOK.haa pity me.so i finished 2 exp today.went home at 3.actually i was this close(just picture Jeniffer Aniston in Friends) to go shopping.found a nice short wool coat on sale last saturday.but i went home 1st to change.tapi bila dah balik rumah.switched the heater on.got undress.it was soo warm....i did not went shopping.so saturday for a new wool coat?...and maybe new heels?.we'll see.i need retail therapy when things went beserk.i had this one thing when i was upset/worried/devastated: i couldnt stop thinking about him.it's kinda i need him to comfort me.to tell me it's gonna be OK.but it's not gonna happen.i want to tell him...but i cant.it's a small matter.and he did told me he didnt understand why women keep bugging men on small things.'buat org risau je'..that's were his exact words.
im going to see him tomorrow...and cook dinner...his feveret Kurma Daging.plus Sweet & Sour Fish +Tuna Karaage and the usual green salad.i'll post the recipes later oke.daa.
the latest album added in my iTunes: Loose-Nelly Furtado
Say It Right
In the day In the night Say it all Say it right You either got it Or you don't You either stand or you fall When your will is broken When it slips from your hand When there's no time for joking There's a hole in the plan
Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me No you don't mean nothing at all to me Do you got what it takes to set me free Oh you could mean everything to me
I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark I can't say that I don't know that I am alive And all of what I feel I could show You tonite you tonite
From my hands I could give you Something that I made From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid From my body I could show you a place God knows You should know the space is holy Do you really want to go?
these days i was a lil bit busy.hmmm.not actually.but i havent write anything these couple days so i think i owe u guys something.oke.
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Chatted with Hadzwan couple of time these days.Apparently he enjoying his training at Shell.He dedicated this line from Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne for me (who is far away here in Japan--he said that)today.
So far away I wish you were hereBefore it's too lateThis could all disappear
Sweet.He's sooo sweet.A really nice fren.I just hope dia mcm Hadzwan or En.Khambeng sometime.but maybe i takkan suke dia like i do now.
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Australian Open is back.I love tennis.(to see the Gents and Ladies final at Wimbledon is one of my dream).I watch almost every top seeds.Federer,Nadal,Davydenko,N albandian,Roddick,Baghdat is and i love Marat Safin.he's HOT.opss.for the women:i love A.Mauresmo,the Williams sisters,Clisters,Henin-Ha rdenne,Sharapova,Hingis,D inara Safina(M.Safin little sis),Dementieva,Petrova and other Russian.i just love Anastasia Myskina & Amelie Mauresmo so much.i love their play.i really enjoy tennis.i do not play tennis tho.(the players r stunning and the paces r thrilling)
Marat Safin
p/s:oke la sunds.i ade test esok.baru nak start revise.opss.matila last menet.daa.btw i berjaya wat Apam Balik.pics and recipe coming soon.
I DID IT AGAIN.so much for my plan to avoid him till the end of Feb.i hate myself.opss.actually i'm grinning like a Grinch now.OMG.oke dis is the stori.
went grocery shopping with juniors.after that met other guys for dinner at the usual Italian ristorante we lepak2 almost every weekend.----there he was.but i completely shut him from my world.oke..i did glanced.ONCE.period.no big deal.
suddenly my junior started exchanging songs and pics using Bluetooth from their phone.i got curious.I TOOK HIS PHONE.OMG.browsed for another woman's pics.none.oke i was so relieved inside.then i started exchanging songs from his phone..we had some songs we both love:Between Love & Hate from The Strokes & Fake Tales of San Francisco by Arctic Monkey(*i didnt know he love the song before but it's my fav from the band i put it as my YM status several time).i send him his pics that i've took last year.
then another junior (who is thinking to switch phone to Samsung.(ours r Samsung but different model) started to make comments that mine was better.so he started bantering my phone saying it's buruk and all.and i started hitting him saying mine was not.saying that he just jelaous i had the latest model.(btw..i still love his).he did said sakit and tried to avoid my hands hitting him with forks.and i love the moment.i miss that moment.i dont believe it.i did it again after almost a month avoiding him and keeping the distance.once i did it,once i let him in...i fell forever.so what i did when i reached home...CALLED HIM...
me:suke je dia kutuk henpon kite tadi yek.selalu mcm tu.*(ala2 gedik skit.opss)--bla bla bla--- dia:da pakai henpon ni.kena la puji henpon ni bagus.(ala2 cool)--bla bla bla--
to be honest, i miss him.i miss his voice.i cant stop glancing(+a little staring) while we had dinner.OMG.i just love that man so much.we did speak to each other:we both hate 24.the series just suxxxxx.opss.and Lost too.eughh.*matila mak kena carutz ngan peminat those series pasni.
p/s:i'm planning dinner with him somewhere at the end of the month.that's what i love:cook for him.owh one more thing.did i told u that i was trembling waiting for him at the ristorante(me & the juniors arrived a lil bit early we ate first).i can't even hold the dem fork firmly while eating the pasta.OMG.someday i gonna remember this...and i dont know what gonna happen.OMG i miss him.owh btw The Devil is leading 3-0 ahead of The Villain.korg paham x nih.i ckp pasal bola oke.opss.
Silly,je ne peux pas vivre sans toi.
Another stori---btw girls..meet my new Gucci.tadaaaaaa.i love it.open now for sesi pinjam meminjam.dont be shy oke.opss.*matila korg kena tggu lagi setahun baru mak balik Tanahair oke.
first of all.YEAYYYYY Arsenal won.they won the match against Liverpool TWICE in 4 days.that's why i love Arsenal.they can deliver.they won the premiership clash with Man Utd in Sept. and draw the Chelsea match in Dec.both r AWAY matches.I LOVE ARSENAL.hope the perfomance stay till the end of the season.i was so thrilled watching the match on 6th.i was screaming at the tv most of the time.something i wont do if i watch with guys.gadis kena sopan santun oke.opss.*matilamak.
btw.skolah dah setat semalam.i spend my whole day filled in the work permit form which to be handled to Immigration office within this month.my sensei was not in today.he had to attend some chemical simposium whatsoever.so when i arrived at the lab...there was Mori only.other's ponteng.stayed for an hour then balik.spent the whole day watching movies/series and chatting.*matila keje byk tapi ttp feeling2 x busy kan.hanjeng sgts.btw Ugly Betty and Desperate Housewives r back.cepat donlod weh.still waiting for Heroes,Vanished & Prison Break.not to miss Battlestar Galactica too.opss
p/s:2-3 menjak ni i makan banyak sangat.lepas mkn nasi mesti makan roti/biskut/penkek.bukan sikit oke.penkek 3-4 keping.roti half of the loaf.biskut smpai habis satu peket sometime.i'm worried.i eat like a horse but still look like a stick.*matila x gemok2 kan.matila budget tuk makan naik.dahle nak kena save till the 1 st month of my gaji at the end of April.maybe it's the winter.sejokks sundel.daaa.nk buat french toast.matila perot lapan.
matila tetap nak melaram kan.sebbaik x tergolek dog dek ais2 tepi jalan yg licin tuh.mrasa kontrol sgt jln.tapi kekadang tetap strut like those models on runway oke?!btw..did uols perasan the BAG..my new Coach carryall.hiks.*matila kaki je..muke haremm katanya.opss
i'm back from snowboarding vacation.it was fun.masih sakit bontot dan tulang belulang.i kan skeleton begerak.xde lemak2 nak tampan bila jatuh golek2.but i'm getting better at it.it might be the last snowboarding trip for me with the guys.i might spend the next winter with folks from work.maybe.well nothing much to write pun.this tue i'll be back to shcool and it's neverending tasks.and i got to settle the work permit thingy with the immigration office and things with my future employerit gonna be a busy month.
p/s:i miss him.i did avoid him the last 3 days.did not spoke to him or being in a room with him at all.(he did try to make conversation but i dismiss it with the simple ntah then went away)but when the vacation was over and i'm back at my place.all i think was him.i'm gonna avoid him atleast till the end of the feb...before he went home for spring break.its gonna be the last time i'll see him again.i'm not gonna be here from April...moving away for work.*okay korg bole sepak bontot i..i did promise not to mention about him anymore kan.but i cannot help it.i love him.
Romantic Compatibility
Provided by: Astrology.com
Scorpio & Scorpio
When two Scorpions make a love match, it is a fierce tempest of intense passion. Both are obsessed with one another, and they move forward in love, sex and romance at an accelerated -- some would say foolish -- way. Personal relations are positively steamy but, to the equal and opposite extreme, disputes will also be frenetically powerful. This relationship could go either way: It will either be the most wonderful thing in the world or a destruction of both involved.
The romantic merger of two sexy Scorpions can bring out the best in both love mates; each will use their intense emotional and intuitive natures to love their partner very deeply. Resolve and passion will keep these two together. The most powerful and threatening external forces will have a difficult time intruding on the happiness of a truly committed Scorpio couple. If they can wrangle their ardent energies, this power pair can set off fireworks.
The Planets Mars and Pluto rule Scorpio. Mars is the ancient God of War, always charging forward -- passionate, aggressive and courageous. Pluto is the higher octave of Mars and controls the power, destruction and rebirthing elements of the Scorpio-Scorpio relationship. These two planets together allow the Scorpion to bounce back after disappointments or tragic losses. Fortunately for the Scorpion, intense passions inflate the importance and loss of everything.
Scorpio is a Water Sign, so their first instinct in love is to respond deeply, passionately, fervently, and if they decide to express themselves, its never done halfway. Scorpios should commit themselves to this goal: Tame the vengeful or vindictive side of their intuitive personalities, and to celebrate the extreme ups and quickly forget the downs. A Scorpio must let go and really say what they want, what they feel, what they need, to their love mates. Pent-up emotions can become toxic, frustrating the one feeling them and confusing the one wondering about them. Because both are so devoted, jealousy may become an issue. Be strong, brave Scorpios, and overcome this hurdle together!
Scorpio is a Fixed Sign. Idea shortages are never an issue with this pair. No couch potato couple this one -- they like to stay active, and they'll accomplish much together. They share a knack for investments and risks -- calculated ones, that is. A Scorpio couple will thoroughly research and investigate an idea if that's what it requires. Once Scorpio love mates set their eyes on the prize, that's it -- it's theirs.
What's the best thing about a Scorpio-Scorpio love match? The intensity of love that this couple can feel. They're very goal-oriented, and their shared power makes them an incomparable, unconquerable duo! Utter devotion ensures that this relationship will continue for a long time.
