these week.....

1. dia balik m'sia on 24th early noon.i miss him.
2. final presentation on 26th.went fabulously well.so relieved.only have to work on thesis after this
3. emmm...tu je kot

p/s:matila hupdet xde makne.sket yamatzzz.atleast updet.oke daaaaaa

Let me in
to see you in the morning light
to get me on and all along the tears they come
see all come
I want you to believe in life
but I get the strangest feeling that you've gone away
will you find out who you are too late to change?
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

lift me up
just lift me up don't make a sound
and let me hold you up before you hit the Ground
see all come
you say your all right
but I get the strangest feeling
that you've gone away- you've gone away
and will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted
all the time
some times

Don't give me up
don't give me up tonight
or soon nothing will be right at all
salvation
will you find out who you are too late to change?

I wish I could be
every little thing you wanted

Dishwalla

Scorpio   (Oct 23 - Nov 21)   
DO'S
Scorpio's are full of passion and zest for life. They have tremendous drive that can involve you too. Tune in to their wavelength and you can enjoy the harmony and music of life with them. Scorpio's are loyal and never forget a kind deed done by you. If you want to enjoy life with your Scorpio lover, share their passion and intensity and you will be fascinated by how beautiful life can be with them.  
DON'TS
Scorpio's are very passionate and intense but they are also fiercely possessive and would like to possess your mind, body and soul. Do not let seeds of jealousy grow in them because then you may have to suffer agonies of jealousy and discontentment in life. Scorpio's have explosive tempers. Be careful how you handle them. They never let anyone know what is going on in their mind till they strike and you may be caught unaware. Do not flirt around in the presence of your Scorpio lover.

p/s:dia da balik to m'sia for spring break.i have a month before we see each other again in march.it's a long wait.i'll wait.silly,tu me manques.

asked a fren.am i a drama queen?he said kinda.hahhahahah.so i did this test to find out.hik.

p/s:hahaha.i'm a princess not a queen but will reign soon.hahahaha.kiut.

OCTOBER BABY  (me)
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

NOVEMBER BABY (him)
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month.

p/s:all about me pretty accurate.things about him...i know some which fit him.trying to find out more.i miss him.owh..btw we both r Scorpios.

To My Friends Who Are............AFRAID TO CONFESS
Love hurts when you break up with someone. It hurts even more when someone breaks up with you. But love hurts the most when the person you love has no idea how you feel.

p/s:copaste from Atun's.that's soooo me.ramai yang soh aku confess je.if not now..later.i will think about it.now...i don wanna know.i have a fren now yg i really comfortable with.he make me smile.tenkiu Ciku.u make my day everyday.walaupun kau kekwat harini.aku tau kau sebuk.me too.

Diamonds are Forever

Diamonds are forever,
They are all I need to please me,
They can stimulate and tease me,
They won't leave in the night,
I've no fear that they might desert me.
Diamonds are forever,
Hold one up and then caress it,
Touch it, stroke it and undress it,
I can see every part,
Nothing hides in the heart to hurt me.

I don't need love,
For what good will love do me?
Diamonds never lie to me,
For when love's gone,
They'll luster on.

Diamonds are forever,
Sparkling round my little finger.
Unlike men, the diamonds linger;
Men are mere mortals who
Are not worth going to your grave for.

I don't need love,
For what good will love do me?
Diamonds never lie to me,
For when love's gone,
They'll luster on.

Diamonds are forever, forever, forever.
Diamonds are forever, forever, forever.
Forever and ever.

p/s:finally i put my heart somewhere.i have no heart now.now.men r just some ruthless creature with no hearts.oke i dun mean u or u or u.only him.im officially Wilhemina Slater/Amanda from Ugly Betty.i dun have heart for anyone now.

boleh,giler sesikit?i miss him so muchh.and i know for quite a while he's been chatting with his ex.i dunno why i care.jelesi?sbb i dunno if they r back together.i hope not.she's in the UK.the broke up 2 years ago.i just hope she had someone else..and let him free.alone.the status on friendster saying he is single.but who knows.and there r no pics of her anywhere in the henpon.i dunno lah kt PC.am i stalker sgts?

2-3hari ni rindu dia sesangat.rasa nak jumpa or kol je.dia dah habes exam pun.free x buat apa2.cuma nak tggu balik M'sia je.maybe is shud.before dia balik.it's gonna be a very long month.and i maybe not here when he come back.thinking last dinner togehter on 23rd..just before he go home 24th.maybe i call him tomorrow.but slalu sgt jumpa x bes jugak.spark xde.plus it's gonna be a busy week for me.

or maybe i shud ajak dia dtg lepak rumah this week.i miss him.i need sometime to be with him.becoz i dunno what gonna happen nnti...

there's a part in me you'll never know
the only thing I'll never show

hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
hopelessly I'll give you everything
but I won't give you up
I won't let you down
and I won't leave you falling
If the moment ever comes

It's plain to see it's trying to speak
cherished dreams forever asleep
hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
hopelessly I'll give you everything
but I won't give you up
I won't let you down
and I won't leave you falling
if the moment ever comes

hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
hopelessly I'll give you everything
but I won't give you up
I won't let you down
and I won't leave you falling
but the moment never comes

Endlessly by Muse

p/s:tadi i had a long talk.seriously LONG.sampai bateri habes.kau penah?opss.btw dah nmpk skit cemana things gonna go pasni.it's soo GOOOD to have someone to talk too.thanx En.Kurekure.

and owh.dia dtg dinner tadi.tghari tadi i gedik pegi kacau junior study kt foreign student lounge.dia ada sekali.dah expect pon.sbb tu hari dressed up.giler kau full eye make-up tetengah hari.opss.giler sgts.pastu sian tgk dia pening2 study..x tedo semalam pastu offer lah nak masak dinner.dia makan byk mlm ni.lastweek skit jer bila mkn dorg.pesal aa?ops.tapi dia dok lama cam biasa je.
owh my God.i miss him.

ops.motif tajuk pelik skals?kaedahnya mak panaskan lauk.pastu masukkan dlm pggan nasi pegi bilik ngadap PC smbil sebelah tgn dok chat.gigih kan mak.ops.mak lupa nak tutup api stove tu sundel.dahla tutup sliding door antara bilik ngan dapo.dah habes makan nak p dapo cuci tgn ttbe dapor mak bejerebu sundels.asap putih.trus klam kabut p tutup gas.mrasa sudip mak cair patah dua.giler kan.hik.tu la noks.24/7 meroyan.sebbaik smoke detector x berbunyi.kalo x harusss mak malu dgn jiran tetangga kan.ops.sebnarnya mak sentap dia x angkt tepon td.esok dia exams so mak nak kol ckp gudlak esok.wat leklok etc.then mak kol dia kul 10 td dia ckp dia tedo.semalam tgk Man U vs.Tottenham tedo kul 4.pastu ada kelas pagi petang.so pas pas kelas td tedo.mak tgk jugak match tuh.mrasa mak bgn kul 11am pegi lab kul 1.boley?hiks.masalahnya mak x tenteram selagi mak kol dia x angkt.mak x dgr sore dia.hiks.matilamak.mrasa mak giler jap td kan.ops.matila mak mmg giler katanya KB mak.takot sgtkan.dulu pun penah jadi noks.masa tu mak dinner ngan dia ngan junior mak sorg lg.sebbaik junior mak mkn cepat so cuci tgn cepat so x sempat jerebu lg dapo tuh.ops.matila mak bedebar sgts kot smpai xleh pk.hiks.

ceritalain

seminggu dua lepas penyakit giler perfume mak kembali.mrasa beli 5 perfume dlm masa 2 minggu.boley?giler sgts.mak kua last 2 weeks singgah kt kedai perfume.then kt CD.mrasa mak bau Farenheit mak suke sgts.mak mcm nak sembor je bantal tedo ngan bau tuh.trus mak balik order online.mrasa tmbh 2-3 perfume sekals.matila byk tp yg pakai 2 je.hiks.yg lain pakai occasionally.slalu mak gilir CK Eternity ngan Gucci Envy ke skolah.Lanvin E'clat d'Arpege ngan Prada bila mak jumpa dia.yg lain bila kua tanpa dia.skrg mak suka sgt Burberry Brit Gold,botol dia cantik sgts.trus mak ingt nak beli the whole Brit series tp miniature sajerla.skrg penyakit giler perfume mak dah pulih.tggu 3-4 bulan plak seblom dia dtg balik.ops.skrg dlm list:1.Burberry London.2.Burberry Brit,Brit Red miniature.2.Penhaligon's miniatu re.stop.byk lagi yg mak nak.sbb haritu pun mak beli jenis perfume yg jarang mak pakai..Oriental and Woody.slalu mak beli Floral je byk.mrasa perfume mak suke Eleen pun suke.ops.matila kena tnya dulu kalo nak jumpa kalo tak nnti bau sama.ops.klik sini.sumber inspirasi perfume mak.ops.(Guerlain Winter Delice blom smpai).

yes uols.i demam.demam selsema + batuk sejak khamis.awal minggu dah setat batuk tp i speku batuk biasa je.then khamis masa kuar nak ke hospital utk medical check up utk kompeni..ttbe suhu turun dan angin kuat.rasanya tu la sebab demam kot.selalunya susah nak demam kalo suhu kejap turun kejap naik pun.tapi kali ni ntah..maybe sebab dah tau nak demam tapi masih feeling2 cantik tanak makan ubat awal2..pasytu ttp la tedo dgn boxer short and baby tee sajor.giler kan.hik.matila walaupun dah tau demam masih pakai boxer short tapi sarung sweater atas baby tee.monitor pc sume angkt letak bawah so bole la online sambil baring dgn selimut tebal yaamatz nih.*tedo atas futon yer.tadek katil.

semalam hari jumaat pegi buat medical check up sbb hospital tuh kena buat appointment dulu baru bole buat med.checkup.hanjs sgt.kul 930 am dah jalan dari rumah.hospital tuh dlm 15min je walking from my place.tapi dgn suhu 8degrees nye dan angin maha kuat nye.ngan sakit kepala nya.terpaksala jugak ke hospital tuh buat medical checkup sbb semalam last.kena anta ke HQ kompeni kt Osaka by 9th.btw..dpt email from org HR last 2 weeks but i feeling2 sebok so nak buat mggu last.hik.

medical checkup cam biasala...tekanan darah,urine test,blood test etc.btw berat i naik 3 kilo berkat makan tahap gaban.ops.mak suke mak suke.tapi penglihatan dah turun sundels.last 2 years masa buat kontek lens.penglihatan kiri 1.0 kanan 0.9 but semalam dah turun jadi 0.6 and 0.5.OMG.tekejut sgt.rasa cam nak soh nurse tuh buat lagi sekali je test.btw..mesin dia x secanggih yg kt kedai kontek lens tu yer.i speku test semalam x accurate and demam menganggu concertration i.opss.bole ke.kalau dinasihatkan pakai spek.i nak buat jill stuart then maybe prada or gucci.ops.dah tgk jill stuart..murs sajor.then nak buat stok kontek jugek bila balik m'sia nnti.matila kaler2 mata i nnti yek.i'm going for grey je sundels.x seswai biru oren hijau segala.ops.

harini dah 3hb Feb. lagi 23 hari nak final presentation and data masih kelam kabut.minggu depan gonna be a superduper busy week for me.have to wrap everything up.those guys gonna have their final exams..starting 6th.the he gonna head home on 24th. and im maybe not gonna see him again..atleast not till the end of April.so im thinking to cook him something before he goes home to M'sia.maybe pasta.last week dah masak Melayu.but dia mesti nak makan nasik jugak.this might be the last time i cook for him..period.pasni dah pindah tmpt baru w/pun dekat nak ke dia dtg.and w/pun i may come to visit from time to time but maybe x masak kot.then tatau bila nak balik M'sia and keje M'sia.did i told u..my senior kena extend her stay for another 1 year.i would love to extend keje for another 1 year or 2 or 3 or 5.i dont care.DUIT penting sundels.DUIT.opss.*matila materialistic sgt.then w/pun dah balik M'sia..nak ke dia dtg umah makan if i ajak.omg..I LOVE HIM sooo muchh.suddenly i see something different in him.that he can lead.it's like Samantha and Smith form season6 SATC.Samantha thought Smith was someone too young for her..too young to lead her.but atlast Smith do.ntahla sunds.no complicated to think.biar je dulu.oke daaa.