went to a movie--X Men 3---with him.dia ajak.sempat lunch skali.lunch sunyi sepi.he did the questioning..i only answer:umm,kot,ntah,aa.sombong kan.tapi dia mcm biasa..buat seolah olah nothing happened.to be honest..rasa bedebar tadi.nasi sesenduk rasa macam seperiuk.lama sangat nak abiskan.at one time..rasa nk stop makan n buang je nasik tuh.

on the way to cinema pun..senyap sunyi je.picked up a friend on the way.jeling jeling kt dia through the rear view mirror.dia prasan.so i buat2 x tau.tgk tmpt lain.then i chatted with our friend.not a single word with him.sat next to him in the cinema.chatted a lil bit.sempat kua beli air for us..Ginger Ale..our fave.i guessed my heart melted again.

on the way back home.dropped our friend.i asked him what's been happening since i left for holiday.catching up with each other's life for the past month.one of the line....

me:aper tuh(sambil tunjuk sesuatu kt depan dashboard)

him:takkan tatau kot(grinning at me)

me:tak

him:air freshener(sambil senyum2 )

me:o

he missed my simpang.i pat him on the peha.dia ckp alamak.ntah ape yang dia pikir.boleh missed my simpang.we U turned.he dropped me at my apartment.i said gudbye and saw him leaving.i know..i cant see him.once i saw him.all the feeling will come back to haunt me...that 'I LOVE HIM'..that 'I CANT LIVE WITHOUT HIM'...that 'I WANT TO BE WITH HIM EVERY SECOND'.those feeling that i've been trying to refrain last month when i was in my kampung.

from now..i want to be the best i can be with him.

sid,je ne peux pas vivre sans vous