watch the season premiere Desperate Housewives last night and I LOVE IT.been waiting since ages.dont want to do the recap so why dont u guys read it here.well it's been raining here too..from dawn to dusk.i love 2 scenes from this episode:

1. Gaby talking to Carlos about her getting to raise their child alone and they fighting 'who's get the kid for christmas'.i could feel the woman/mother in her.then the sped of her car while Carlos trying to speak about himself.brilliant.just like ol' Gaby we knew.
2. Susan visiting and caring for Mike who is in coma.it reminds me of dia.sometime i just want dia to be like that.so i can lay next to him.kiss him gudnite.shave his mostache.i love his ciput goatee tho.hold his hand.play with his hair.eventho he gonna lay there like patung cendana.but i want him so bad.but actually...everytime i see people dying in the tv..i cried becoz i dunno if he die..how i gonna be holding it up.the world without him.i cant even think about how i gonna live without him.eventho after 10 years or 5 or 3 or 1..we might not gonna see each other anymore when i'm going back to M'sia but i know somewhere he is alive and happy..it's okay to me.becoz i hope someday we'll meet again.i love u so much s****.i love u too much.

gtg sleep.sahur at 4am...alone.