b (2006/10/31 23:14:14): btw..mlm cucuk sate..the only reason aku tolak kau masa ko tgh tulis mesej to s****
b (2006/10/31 23:14:26): sbb aku ingt kau tulis pasal aku
i*** (2006/10/31 23:14:41): haha
i*** (2006/10/31 23:14:42): mane ade
b (2006/10/31 23:14:44): aku tgk ko tulis le..je..i freaked out
i*** (2006/10/31 23:14:50): rahsie ko ade lg dlm poket aku
b (2006/10/31 23:14:53): ko tulis lembap kan
b (2006/10/31 23:15:04): wat rahsia?
i*** (2006/10/31 23:15:08): aa
i*** (2006/10/31 23:15:09): haha
b (2006/10/31 23:15:14): ciggy?
b (2006/10/31 23:15:42): o aku geram dia xde reaction aku msk?
i*** (2006/10/31 23:16:25): haha
b (2006/10/31 23:17:04): mlm cucuk sate..aku msk smbal udang..a lil bit pedas
b (2006/10/31 23:17:29): pastu tgh mkn dh soksek..menghabiskan setengah kotak tisu
i*** (2006/10/31 23:17:45): oo
i*** (2006/10/31 23:17:53): kul bape
b (2006/10/31 23:18:01): seblom g kaikan
i*** (2006/10/31 23:18:03): la nape aku ko xajak
i*** (2006/10/31 23:18:07): siot
b (2006/10/31 23:18:16): dia blk kul 9..pastu aku g kaikan
b (2006/10/31 23:19:01): td aku teserempak ngan dia kt skolah..dia wat nmpk x nmpk je..im upset
i*** (2006/10/31 23:19:36): la bbese la
i*** (2006/10/31 23:19:37): bese
b (2006/10/31 23:19:38): geram
i*** (2006/10/31 23:19:46): dgn aku pun die wat xnampak
i*** (2006/10/31 23:19:48): cet
b (2006/10/31 23:19:49): yeke
i*** (2006/10/31 23:19:53): tu pun nak terase
b (2006/10/31 23:19:53): benci betul la
b (2006/10/31 23:20:19): org lain tego2 jugak..a*** i**** pun tego..atleast smile or angkt tgn or nod
b (2006/10/31 23:20:26): dia wat cam x wujud je
b (2006/10/31 23:20:32): geram gilerrr
b (2006/10/31 23:20:57): kejap warm kejap cold..x paham..cepat berubah2
b (2006/10/31 23:21:39): i dont even know why i cared so much..ergh
i*** (2006/10/31 23:22:11): ntah2 ko syok kat die kot
i*** (2006/10/31 23:22:15): bahaye dowh
b (2006/10/31 23:22:18): haha
b (2006/10/31 23:22:27): what r u implying?
i*** (2006/10/31 23:23:16): haha
i*** (2006/10/31 23:23:18): ntah
b (2006/10/31 23:23:24): sape suke org camtu...heartless coldstone xde perasaaan

so now i*** kinda get it.all the reason i kept telling him about him.i'm sorry i***.i lied.i do like him.i do love him.so wat i did after ended the YM..smoke a ciggy.talked to mr.khambeng.went to shower.sleep.YES..i do smoke..occasionally..like once in every million years.i prefer to call myself as EMOTIONAL SMOKER.i smoke when i feel bad..or upset..or tense.it's bad.i know.i will stop.so stop bickering frens.i dont wanna kill u all.hik.