it was his birthday.i made dinner for him without telling him that was for his birthday.i baked chocake..his favourite.he was as charming as always.as cute as always.God..everytime i see his face.i know deep inside i love this man..more than everything.gave him his present8the 1st and might be the last).he said thank you.he ate a lot as always.he even ate 2 slices of chocake.i know he must be sooo stuffed after 3-4 serving of lasagna and bread with mushroom soup and fettucini and 3-4 pieces of parmesan chicken.i love him for eating the cake.tht i'll be upset if he didnt ate it.he must knew that this was meant for his birthday.the last i'll ever celebrated with him.next year..who knows.he might be celebrating it with families and loves one.i might not be there.i might not be in his head or heart.who knows.i still keeping it from him...the one thing that might split us apart--aku sayang kau s****--i love you so much.i dont have the courage to say it out loud.not now.but will someday.pray for me.

Sparkling White Grape & Choccake