im playing 'semakin jauh semakin sayang'.i keep a distance from him..as run away whenever i see him ..as no casual hi on YM..no mid-week phone calls.yesterday i was on my way to fetch the late afternoon snack aka salad with green tea at the cafeteria.i was with my juniors..the asked to join them eating lunch.already picked my tray when i suddenly saw him(thank god he was not facing me)and en.Khambeng.i walked back to the tray section and ran away..telling my juniors there were nothing good to eat.GOD..very childish kan..?!!today i was at the ATM machine waiting for my turn when suddenly i saw him walking towards me.it just a glimpse..but im pretty sure it was him.i turned and looked another way for about 1-2minutes till i was sure he walked pass me.it just..i had this Miranda Hobbes Cookie Syndrom--if it's not there,so i dont have to deal with it.that's why i ate the whole cookie(please watch SATC season6 episode12:One).if i met him..i have to deal with him..no with my own elaborate thought..i think too much.why he did that why he did this..why he didnt smile or why did he smile..why he bla bla bla bla.most of the time we met..we had an ackward moment.not knowing what to say..just ackward.i have this rule now..im not gonna see him or talk or chat or have anything to do with him till christmas or till the end of the year.then we'll see..if distance makes his heart grow fonder.