I DID IT AGAIN.so much for my plan to avoid him till the end of Feb.i hate myself.opss.actually i'm grinning like a Grinch now.OMG.oke dis is the stori.

went grocery shopping with juniors.after that met other guys for dinner at the usual Italian ristorante we lepak2 almost every weekend.----there he was.but i completely shut him from my world.oke..i did glanced.ONCE.period.no big deal.

suddenly my junior started exchanging songs and pics using Bluetooth from their phone.i got curious.I TOOK HIS PHONE.OMG.browsed for another woman's pics.none.oke i was so relieved inside.then i started exchanging songs from his phone..we had some songs we both love:Between Love & Hate from The Strokes & Fake Tales of San Francisco by Arctic Monkey(*i didnt know he love the song before but it's my fav from the band i put it as my YM status several time).i send him his pics that i've took last year.

then another junior (who is thinking to switch phone to Samsung.(ours r Samsung but different model) started to make comments that mine was better.so he started bantering my phone saying it's buruk and all.and i started hitting him saying mine was not.saying that he just jelaous i had the latest model.(btw..i still love his).he did said sakit and tried to avoid my hands hitting him with forks.and i love the moment.i miss that moment.i dont believe it.i did it again after almost a month avoiding him and keeping the distance.once i did it,once i let him in...i fell forever.so what i did when i reached home...CALLED HIM...

me:suke je dia kutuk henpon kite tadi yek.selalu mcm tu.*(ala2 gedik skit.opss)--bla bla bla--- dia:da pakai henpon ni.kena la puji henpon ni bagus.(ala2 cool)--bla bla bla--

to be honest, i miss him.i miss his voice.i cant stop glancing(+a little staring) while we had dinner.OMG.i just love that man so much.we did speak to each other:we both hate 24.the series just suxxxxx.opss.and Lost too.eughh.*matila mak kena carutz ngan peminat those series pasni.

p/s:i'm planning dinner with him somewhere at the end of the month.that's what i love:cook for him.owh one more thing.did i told u that i was trembling waiting for him at the ristorante(me & the juniors arrived a lil bit early we ate first).i can't even hold the dem fork firmly while eating the pasta.OMG.someday i gonna remember this...and i dont know what gonna happen.OMG i miss him.owh btw The Devil is leading 3-0 ahead of The Villain.korg paham x nih.i ckp pasal bola oke.opss.

Silly,je ne peux pas vivre sans toi.

Another stori---btw girls..meet my new Gucci.tadaaaaaa.i love it.open now for sesi pinjam meminjam.dont be shy oke.opss.*matila korg kena tggu lagi setahun baru mak balik Tanahair oke.