sori guys for not updating.i did actually on the day after Arsenal fantastic win over Man U.hiks.but i tertekan BACK so everything just poofed away.tension tau.terus tadek mood nak hupdet.

today my Lab PC crashed,there goes all the datas and labworks.OMG.i felt so devastated.luckily i kinda saw it coming so i transfered the serious shit precious datas to my PC at home.i need those to grad oke.no data-->no thesis-->no grad.but i still have to process those datas again.redo graphs and retype the early works mostly about the whole idea of my work/exp.shitsss.the computer coludnt detect the hardrive.it happened every morning starting from last week.i got to reset twice to get the pc up and ready but today it just KIOK.haa pity me.so i finished 2 exp today.went home at 3.actually i was this close(just picture Jeniffer Aniston in Friends) to go shopping.found a nice short wool coat on sale last saturday.but i went home 1st to change.tapi bila dah balik rumah.switched the heater on.got undress.it was soo warm....i did not went shopping.so saturday for a new wool coat?...and maybe new heels?.we'll see.i need retail therapy when things went beserk.i had this one thing when i was upset/worried/devastated: i couldnt stop thinking about him.it's kinda i need him to comfort me.to tell me it's gonna be OK.but it's not gonna happen.i want to tell him...but i cant.it's a small matter.and he did told me he didnt understand why women keep bugging men on small things.'buat org risau je'..that's were his exact words.

im going to see him tomorrow...and cook dinner...his feveret Kurma Daging.plus Sweet & Sour Fish +Tuna Karaage and the usual green salad.i'll post the recipes later oke.daa.